October 9, 2007 - Flip! Life is good, just like that.
Two Months? Seriously, it’s been that long?
These past two months have been a whirlwind of stress and uncertainties. There are plenty of cliche sayings that I’ve been trying to convince myself of up until today such as: “Life doesn’t present you with anything you can’t handle” “Things always work out in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.” “What is meant to be, will be.” “When one door closes...” Yada Yada Yada
But we all know that when life is not being kind, as hard as we try to be strong on the outside, we are crumbling and filling with doubt on the inside. Well at least I am, and I know that when that kind of stuff festers inside for too long I get sick. And last week I got sick.
Six weeks of uncertainty is apparently my breaking point. No one could say anything to convince me that things were eventually going to work out, and that I could make it as an actuary. At this point I felt I had drained all my networking resources, applied to every consulting firm and insurance company with offices in Chicago, and wasn’t getting a lot of positive responses. I had one interview, after 5 weeks of this and I just put so much pressure on myself that this was it or I was going to have to run away and work retail or something till I could pass another exam or just bypass being an actuary all together. (Remember what I said, I was sick - and along with it panicked and irrational! Inside I knew I couldn’t give up on this goal as an actuary, but I was going to have to seriously consider other things just to get myself out there but I have no clue what!!)
Well, this interview... On September, 27 I met with 4 actuaries at Segal in Chicago. I had applied online for a position as a retirement actuary - it was vague because they were hiring at ALL levels due to increases in work load. I applied twice, in fact. And I got a call b/c I mentioned I was going to be in Chicago this week, and HR wanted to take advantage of that and bring me in. In my mind I’m thinking “What?! Holy Cow!! Yeah, I have to rock this!!” No Pressure. This is the first nibble I’ve got other than 30 min phone screens... I had to make this happen.
I went, I saw, I conquered. (or so I thought) I sent my ‘Thank Yous’, and then started the wait.
And then I got sick. Wednesday night and Thursday I passed it off at nerves, stress does strange things to my body. I could handle this... or so I thought. Thursday at 9am I’m a 25 year old putting my face out in professional world, Friday at 9am I hurt all over, have a meeting to go to at Deloitte and only want to be home in my bed and have mom take care of me. When I got home to MI Friday night mom was at the train station waiting for me with ice water and a thermometer and I had a 102.5 temp! This wasn’t nerves. So after being all pumped up, I deflate like a balloon. The previous weeks were full of emotional peaks and valleys, and I was in a hot hot hot desert crevice.
Ideally, when we are waiting for something, we like to stay busy so time flies and we don’t dwell. Well being sick and in bed for a few days didn’t really give me that opportunity. I was hoping to hear about the job soon so I could rebound and do a little dance on top

of the next peak in my life.
NOTHING. By Friday, nothing still. Oh my, Oh my...
By Monday afternoon, I had a great job offer and started planning the big move. (and listened to hours of “I told you so” from friends and family). I signed my offer and here I go. To Chicago and Beyond!!M.
October 15, 2007 - What a wonderful weekendIt’s like I’m a tourist in my hometown...and I’m loving it! The days are flying by as I get ready to move to Chicago. On top of the logistics of moving, I want to see my friends, have some good times and enjoy the area that has always been my home. I don’t know when or if I’ll ever be back...
Last Wednesday I lucked out as C invited me to go to the Red Wings game with her. The game she was bragging to me about less that 24 earlier that her man invited her to, but he wasn’t feeling well and we were able to share a great time together. I knew she really wanted to be with him, but it meant so much that she invited me to go along and I got to see one last game at the Joe. I don’t know the fate of the building so it may have been my last chance before my next Red Wings game in Detroit.

Well then C celebrated her birthday over the weekend and a night out was in order. Dave and Busters was on the agenda, sounded like fun and a great place to hang out because for the first time C, Miranda, and myself were all gonna have dates. No one had met C’s guy or mine so it was a great place where we could mingle, but do our own thing and have fun. It was a great night (except for when Miranda’s phone went missing) and we were all happy to see eachother so happy.
Ato

was in Michigan this weekend to hang out with me and see why I’m gonna miss it so much! The weekend was very relaxing, we got to have fun, shop, and laugh. He got to experience White Castles, Olga’s, LOTS of Michigan left turns, and Greenfield Village! We had a great date weekend and I truly felt like I was a tourist in my own town. And as I just mentioned he got to meet some of my friends and they really liked him. Really, really liked him. They are happy to see me with some one so kind and funny, and know that he will be there as I get settled in Chicago. He even got bonus points when he picked out a cuddly bear with a rugby jersey to purchase with our game tickets!
Well it’s one week closer to moving and I’ve got housing on my agenda. I’m going out to Chicago Thursday to start meeting people and finding the perfect place! Wish me Luck!
M.
October 27, 2007 - Moving to the Windy City
That’s my new apartment!!! The second level over what is soon going to be a pizza place. Yay! I’m super excited about this. I’m moving tomorrow, its going to be a lot of work without an elevator, but I have my parents to help and a lot of excitement to get me through! More pics when I move in and get settled!!I found my roommate on Craigslist, she's a grad student at DePaul and a little older than me, but we chatted like we have known each other for years... I hope it works out for the best!
M.
November 27, 2007 - Where has the time gone?I cannot believe it has been only a month since I moved into my apartment. You know what they say, time flies.... It hasn’t all been fun and games, but there has been more fun and more games in my life over the past few weeks than there has been in the proceeding year. Let’s start with the fun: getting settled into my new apartment, hanging out with the coolest guy in Chicago, getting back in the gym and working out with a personal trainer.... just to name a few things The games? Well those who know me (or who have helped me move) know that I LOVE games (think Milton Bradley!) Well not only do I love the people I work directly with, but there are some more awesome people I eat lunch with and we play games after we eat. We’ve been playing home-made Boggle sporadically over the past two weeks, and today we broke out the Scattegories our HR bought for us! I was the winner, not that it matters, but its fun to have a group of like-minded folk that can have fun mid-day. I’m working on catching up with some of the girls in the city and go out on the town. All the guys I work with in retirement take the Metra and live at home with the ‘rents.
Overall, things are great. Can’t believe it has been a month. I’m gonna work on painting my bedroom real soon (it has an orange wall right now!), and revamping my webpage. So keep your eye out for some improvements and me becoming more consistent with my blogging as there is so much more to see and experience in the heart of the city!
M.